santidevi

Listening to the Silence, to the quiet of my breath, heart beating softly.  My beloved whispers ‘Only Love’ Santidevi, ‘Only Love’.  I have spent the last six months in the alchemy of fire, and I have emerged purified and reborn. What is left is ‘Only Love’, the essence of my existence.  Amor est vitae essentia. [...]

I am mute.  I walk the tight rope.
My savings becomes nearly obsolete.  No work.  I head to Orvis.  It is refuge for my soul. Surrounded by the San Juans I find my breath.  I float on my back as cold rain falls.  A holy baptism. I dive under the water with darkening skies overhead.  I [...]

I strip off my clothes.  They land in a formless heap.  I am naked, I am nameless.  I have no identity, no history, no story. I am free.  The ritual begins.  I put my head underneath the water .  I hear the rhythmic beat of my heart as the world recedes into an embryonic moment. [...]

Fear is an invitation to Fearlessness!
Our world is evolving.  The recent global economic challenges have inspired anxiety and fear.  Our standard of living and way of life feels threatened.  What was once appeared dependable and immune to loss has fallen.  We feel overwhelmed and helpless, our very survival feels compromised. The illusory nature of the [...]