santidevi

Enlightenment is your natural state of being.

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“Pain is the great awakener, suffering a portal by which we are made whole.” Santidevi   The journey of self-realization often begins with some form of pain or suffering. Trauma is often ...
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Holy layers

Soaking in hot water and rosemary, my mermaid self disappears beneath the water and I am once again my aquatic self. It is the sixth day of a seven day ...
October 16th, 2011
Topic: faith, Fasting, guru's, Identity, liberation, Uncategorized Tags: None

Skinless

My feet are wide, high arched, and look like feet not prone to shoes. They have carried me up mountains, across slick rock, through Paris streets, and Indian temples. They ...
August 28th, 2011
Topic: grace, Identity, liberation, surrender, Uncategorized, unknown Tags: None

at the lotus feet of my beloved

i bow deeply, breathe slowly into the quiet of my stilled mind. the mantra forms in my belly, an embryo of it’s own making. dissolving once again and the soil beneath me ...
June 12th, 2011
Topic: faith, love, sacred body, surrender, Uncategorized Tags: None

Enough

I stand in an office on the 34th floor of a high rise in downtown Denver. I look out windows that frame an obstructed view of the front range.  Pressing ...
March 20th, 2011
Topic: ego, emotions, Identity, labeling, surrender, unknown Tags: None